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June 11, 2004
Today
last night, i experienced the most hated kind of sleep. the kind of sleep where my mind is already shutdown, my eyes are tightly closed. but yet.. yet i'm still so aware of what's happening around me. the thunderous snores (a floor down) of my host (for those of you who don't know, i stay with a host family).. the stupid fan that just makes so much noise.. the screaming baby from across the road (the window is opened because it's just so hot).. and it's not like my big windows can be opened (there is a piece of paper attached to the handle saying 'DO NOT OPEN WINDOW'), so then it's just that small bit above the main window about three quarters of a foot by thee feet. sometimes i have to be half dressed before i can get to sleep. it's so damn hot. sigh. so anyways, back to the sleepless sleep. each time i opened my eyes, i hoped that it would be light. but then again, it's really misleading, summer, it's light by 4.30am. so anyways, i woke up this morning with the worst headache. why is it that when the exam period comes, my sleeping cycle just goes haywire? i sleep at 4-5am (normally when the sun is up already, the birds start chirping at about three :P) and wake up to go to school. sometimes i don't even take a nap in the afternoon. argh. i used to take naps.. and now.. now no more.
i thought because of the crap night i had, today's paper was gonna be total shit. however, the statistics paper was surprisingly easy. hope to get 100% whee. :P should be able to, unless i made some stupid careless mistake :P well that's seven down. "fifteen minus seven" more to go!! actually probably that minus two, cos i haven't started revising for physics 4 and pure math 2 yet. so then probably won't take that (them both are retakes). i already cancelled two papers. what a waste of 44 pounds. could buy so many things with that much money. :D yeah like say... a pair of shoes. i'm in desperate need of a pair.
oh hey, speaking of shopping... kristy apparently there's a sale where you are....? i'm probably your size. want to buy me things? :D pwease? i'm visiting you in sydney, you haven't come to see me here yet!! :D pwease? oooo thanks :P
".......
Now you think you're so damn fine,
You could rule the world,
No not mine,
I don't think so
God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much, that I don't know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
You know the scene that you're in,
And the people that you've been with,
Just get to me
But you think I'm not as cool
As you are so beautiful,
Who you foolin?
Well I'm here to tell you babe,
The game you're in, is just a game
So damn pretentious
God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know,
If I can call you, and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground
You think you're so beautiful....So beautiful"
--> Pete Murray - So Beautiful
Posted by Suan at June 11, 2004 04:58 PM
Comments
What you wantttt? :)
Posted by: KrisT at June 12, 2004 01:53 PM